i will not love you anymore

what im actually thinking, uncut

I know that I’ve made myself feel like this, I know you haven’t done anything to purposelly make me hate everything about myself, to make me feel so not good enough for you that i compare myself to everyone I meet. It’s so clear that my friends think it’s pathetic, how caught up and how taken I am by you. But I can’t seem to let myself stop, I can’t seem to block you out