February 2012
11 posts
It’s not that I want you anymore, or that I still wish that things were different. I just really want to forgot all of those nights that you were here and all the conversations and all those times when you used to make me feel important. Because the only way you make me feel now is worthless.
Whenever you see me I want someone to punch you incredibly hard in the chest. So you know what it feels like when you laugh in my face
I just want to stop crying. Or for at least to know why I’m upset
“don’t let me wake up tomorrow. please im begging you.”
You legitimately laugh in my face. Wow I feel great today.
i just don’t understand why i want so badly for you to just acknowledge my existence. just one word or a smile, anything ! its like i’m waiting so much now where ive got to the point where id rather feel nothing.
Hi was all I needed to be happy. Just hi. And you couldn’t even give me that
I’m forgetting your face
you came back in my dream last night. you knocked on my door so unexpected and told me that you missed talking to me everyday. i closed the door back on your face and somehow ended up in your room. you grabbed my arm and said “why do you hate me so much” things fell silent for a while and i replied with “you weren’t meant to just leave, and you weren’t meant to...
We talked for the first time in months lastnight. Something trivial and unimportant. But I dreamt about you lastnight and it didn’t hurt. It’s finally starting not to hurt