You don’t know what it’s like, to love somebody the way i love you
Letting things fall apart because I have absolutely no idea how to hold them together anymore
I have nothing to say anymore , and I’m pushing everyone away because of it. I’m pushing people so far away that im undeniably uncomfortable in my own life. I resent myself.
That scares me
i cant do this any more, any of this
Being around you and the only thing I feel is guilt
When are you going to realise that you mean absolutely nothing to him. He doesn’t give the slightest shit about you. He may have used to but now you are nothing at all.
I have hit my absolute bottom. Not one person knows how much I cry, no one has the smallest inclining how hard this is, not one person understands the lengths I’d go to make things right. I just don’t want to be this person anymore. I don’t want to be here anymore
You said you missed me lastnight. And in that moment of complete silence I just wanted to tell you I missed you to. So much, unconditionally and erivocably. I miss you every single minute of every single day.
I waited the entire day
What if you don’t say anything tommorow. That’s the only thing I want. Just a happy birthday
