Do you know what it’s like to be that girl. The one who out of all her friends, not one single person has ever been interested in. The one who’s feelings are almost a joke and will never be reciprocated. I’m the girl who’s personality is beginning to fade and the friendship that once replaced the loneliness have now disappeared. I’m the girl who has never ever felt wanted. I’m that girl.
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(via simplewritings)
you weren’t meant to come back now. you were meant to ignore my existence until i didn’t think of you every minute. that’s not fair. you were meant to stay away !
My chest felt like it was caving in on Saturday night.. Luckily I have the best bestfriend you could ever want
October 10 2010 , 466 days ago. Nothings changed
One day I’ll have enough courage to send you this message and I guess if your reading it than I have. If I could work up the courage to let it all out to make you understand how I felt to get it all off my chest once and for all because it’s holding me down so much. I need you to know that I’ve been waiting for so long. I wish that I could just send you this without it making anything bad or without it hurting one one of the people that has now become one of my bestfriends. I guess I always secretly hoped it wouldn’t work out even though I helped you make it happen. Making others get what they want instead of what I want is my biggest flaw. I have a daily reminder of you and it’s always there, beside me constantly reminding me of why it’s hard to smile. I wonder if anything ever reminds you of me. I bet they don’t. I just want for one day you to know how it feels and to understand how closely I’ve wrapped myself around you. I just need for one day there to be a chance
I just want to yell in your face that I’m NOT inlove with you. So that we can go back to being friends. I really need us to talk.
I just want to yell in your face that I’m NOT inlove with you. So that we can go back to being friends. I really need us to talk.
It’s like I don’t know why we just stopped talking one day, like for no apparent reason we just stopped. I never really thought about why it’s like this. But I really wish it wasn’t. And pathetically I wait all the time for the day your going to just pop up and say that you miss talking to me, and that you have no idea why we stopped. I always think that you were just embarresed that were friends. Or that maybe you found out that I had feelings and it scared you. Or maybe I just wasn’t worth the conversation anymore. I can’t understand it and I can’t keep trying to figure it out. But I will. And I’m always going to. Untill the day you pop up and say ” I miss you “
It’s like I just want someone to find me interesting. But they don’t. They never do
